i genuinely fucking hate some people.
if i dont bite my tongue ill end up saying so many things ill regret so much. so i guess ill just shut my mouth and look away because im so done being a part of this mess. If thats how its gonna be then so be it. he was never a good friend to me anyway, all he ever wanted was “benefits”. she rubbed me the wrong way first time i saw her. he doesnt meant shit to me, played me like a violin, and makes me wanna vom. he’s playing the nice guy card to get in my pants. and he’s reminding me of the things i hated the most when i had him. things that made me bite my tongue and then spill out words i didnt mean in the least just so we wouldnt fight. this time nothings coming out that i dont mean or that i dont want to be heard. i understand that its a strong word, but i fucking hate all them.
and i wish i never met a single one.
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